守护天使2007

you talk to me
you speak with me
don't sink before you rise baby
don't fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the time we had
feels like a world away
who's to say
we'll be ok
we're gonna make it through the night
don't wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
look i bought your favourite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don't know if we're gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me

its school day,but i am so tired ,physically and mentally.i  just want to get away from everything.its so painful.sometimes people should not know the truth because they can pretend to be happy at least.i already escaped something from one place,i cant do it again.should i be honest to myself or should i betray myself?i am afraid to make the decision,cuz i know the result which i may not handle .i should go somewhere,but where should i go.........

do you still remeber the song?its long time ago,i am not sure if you really understand what its talking about,but i love that song. i know something different,but i never change,i am always here and everything is the same .

today i wnet to watch a movie "becoming jane",its such a nice movie.i love the story and i admire jane.she is a very independent and insistent girl.not every one can do the same thing which she does.i am not sure if the real jane austen has the romatic love story in her life,but i am sure that her character is ture.i read her novels in chinese long time ago, but i didnt know her own story.becoming a single woman in that time is not a easy thing.but she did it.she has a very good example for the descendants.she tells us that marriage should be based on love,even finance and power are very important,but if two people dont love each other,marriage is useless.jane austen only lived in the world for 41years,and she never got married.but she leave us very important thing -her novels and her experience.

 i remember when i was a kid,i always had assignment during my summer vocation.even i am not a kid kid anymore,i want to set something to do for this summer.

first ,i need to apply for  the citizenship

second ,i really need to take a driver llicence test(i might disappoint many people by that-_-)

third,i have to get use to my new lap^_^

fourth,i need to take a holiday(no matter for how long)ha ha

 

i hope i can finish all of them ,that is my goal for the last few days.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i dont know since when i like to write,even my writing is so suck.i think something is hard to say ,but i can use language to express the meaning.

i off tomorrow,i want to go somewhere which no one can find me. ha ha,but only one day is not enough.if i have two or more days off, and then i should plan my secret trip,ha ha.

my summer vacation almost finish,i have to back to school,its so pressure.i am still thinking if i should take one more course or have my original plan.its so difficult to decide.i really need a trip to think about it .

tonight i took the bus to home.the night is so peaceful and smooth, but there is something in my mind. i suddenly remember when i was in china,no matter how late it is ,my father always came to pick me up(except i didnt need him to come).living under the parents' love and protection is scuh a nice thing.sometimes i dont know myself,i come here for my dream ,but somethimes i feel disappointed, i havent got something i want, but i already lost other things.however, i think i can say i am an optimistic and insistent person , so i wont give up.i am still working on my dream and something .

big girls dont cry^_^

this moring i read an article that the author know  something about happiness from a child.human beings are very interting creature in the world .we are all from chinldhoold,but when we are getting older, we usually forget how to be happy.its irony.we need to look back and see how our original life are.there are some advice from the article

1) start small

2)play hard

3)listen to your body

4)get creative

5)explore more

we all know these components are for children,but we ignore that these also are the most important things in our liives.when we were children ,we did  them everyday,but after growing up ,we need to handle our job ,our school.our family and our relationship,so we just forget them.Apparently,happiness is around us.if you can make eveything simple and easy,happiness just beside you.

i just read an article from my friend's blog, its a good one.very touching and sympathetic.

the article names "love,dont let it go easily"(i traslate it from chinese).there are two sentences i dont agree:men should marry someone they love,women should marry someone who love them.in my point of view, i think whoever you are men or women,you should marry someone you love;otherwise, you will feel so sad.marrying a person you love, you will tolerate everything she or he has done;you will feel happy while he or she is happy;you will always be his or her side when he or she needs you;you think you are the most happiest person in the world because you can marry him or her.

ture love is so hard and priceless.some people spend their whole lives to look for love,but they get nothing until they die.so if you already found your ture love, i hope you can treasure it because you are so lucky.

 

pls:if you want to marry someone,you have to thingk if the person you really love:otherwise,it will be a nightmare,not only for you, either  for your partner. Be fair to everyone.